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alright so i guess im going to use my other livejournal account that i made a long time ago.....the name is "pinkpixiestar" and uh lucy if you have a problem with that please, please let me know and i will be sure to change it immediately....so yea all of my friends that actually know me, be sure to add that name....laterz... |
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| to lucy hegawald.... |
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| 02:30pm 05/11/2002 |
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first off you have no reason to say anything about me on your journal...i have done nothing to you...i dont even know you as you dont know me and shouldn't "judge me" as all of you like to think that we "judge" you when in reality we don't give a shit about you as you shouldn't us...in fact i thought, what i knew of you until now was that you were pretty cool...and so did carolyn which is why carolyn told you happy birthday, i'm sorry you can't handle people you don't try to be friends with one clique of people....im friends with many different kinds of people maybe you should try that instead of being so stuck up all the time. i guess ill im really trying to say is that you know nothing about me and my life just because i dress a certain doesn't mean anything. in fact "punk" isnt anything its not a genre of people its a type of music the word "punk" doesn't describe a person...maybe thats something you should learn....stop talking trash about me please or if you would like to would you please do it to my face...but then since we've never talked that might be a bit akward right? right...so just stop making judgments towards me....thanks... |
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| to an anonymous friend (i hope you read this) |
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| 01:50pm 22/10/2002 |
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mood:  sore music: the young and the hopeless//GC
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i guess im writing this in hopes that you still care about me and are reading this like you used to...you know who you are...
no matter how much trash i talk;
i still care about you more than anything
underneath it all.
i think about you constantly;
and wonder if you ever think of me.
i wonder if you still care about me like you said you always would.
i wonder if that was all a lie and now you are happy that it is all over.
i kept all of the pictures of you up in my room.
are mine still in yours?
i think about things like this all day and i bet myself that the answer to all of these is "no" but i wish everyday that i would lose the bet with myself and you do still care and my pictures still are in your room...
i guess not all wishes come true;
anyway the point is i want you to know i still care about you even though for my own dignity i have to hold strong and hold my own for once. but more than anything i want you to talk to me, to care about me. like i do you. |
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| 01:48pm 23/09/2002 |
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alright well im sitting in compt. tech. and im really bored...but at least i got a date to homecoming now...im forcing kyle to go with me...but now that ben is a prince and is forced to go then he was going to go with me but now i have a date anyway...but i feel really good because i told ben today how i miss him...and he said he was thinking about that lately too...so its cool...but i feel like im talking about nothing that anyone cares about...so i just thought i would let everyone know im alive...lata...angie |
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| 100 things about myself stolen from kirby |
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| 01:38am 04/09/2002 |
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100. I was born in Texas. In a suburb of Dallas.
99. When I was about 8, I was obsessed with Paula Abdul.
98. I also wanted to be on Star Search.
97. My favorite all time movie is "Drop Dead Fred".
96. For my very first halloween i was an indian.
95. Freshman year for homecoming me and my friends did a lip sync in front of the whole school to the BeeGees "Staying Alive". We now call each other "Beeg".
94. The last year I've done alot of things to ruin my own life. I'm hoping to get back on track now.
93. I consider my first real boyfriend to be my sophomore year of high school. His name was Kyle, we went out for about 8 months. He is now my best friend.
92. I plan on going to art school or some kind of trade school.
91. My hair has been hot pink 3 times.
90. I bleached my hair from 6th grade until this year. I finally started dyeing my natural color of brown.
89. I've seen Good Charlotte in concert 3 times. Twice this summer alone.
88. I met a boy at warped tour. He is a dick.
87. I am going to graduate in June of 2003.
86. Someday I am going to learn how to surf.
85. I've never been in a real physical fight.
84. One time in elementary school this boy picked me up and threw me in the gravel at recess.
83. I love bubbles.
82. I miss my sister from Germany. (I am sending you a letter soon btw)
81. Someday I will visit Germany.
80. Technically I've gone out with three boys. Ben, Scotty, and Kyle.
79. I went out with Scotty three times.
78. One of my Beeg's and I used to be best friends. We got in a fight over wether or not Hanson was talented or not and our friendship ended. We are now friends again but it will never be the same.
77. I drive a red 1990 toyota celica.
76. I was suppost to be 5' 11".
75. I am about 5'5".
74. I have no idea what I am going to do for my senior project.
73. I am going to marry Lough Echeverio someday.
72. Sometimes I meet people and hardly ever talk to them again. And it makes me depressed.
71. I don't show when my feelings.
70. I want to get in a fight with a girl before I graduate. Just to show people I am not a puss just because I am small.
69. I weigh about 112 lbs.
68. My first soccer game is this tuesday.
67. I wish I could get up the nerves to ask this certain boy to homecoming.
66. I wish my mom would let me buy a Chihuahua. But she hates them.
65. All of my money is going towards my speeding ticket I just received.
64. We just got a new Vice Principal at our school. He is pretty cool. So far.
63. I lived in Texas until I was 3.
62. I got my bellybutton pierced on my 16th birthday.
61. I am going to get a tattoo on my lower back of a fairy blowing stars across my back. When I am 18 (in may).
60. My favorite kind of candy is gummy worms.
59. I am 17 and still a virgin.
58. My favorite color is pink. And lately I am prone to lime green.
57. I really like this boy. But I am shy.
56. I work at the Sternwheeler Columbia Gorge.
55. My room is bright pink.
54. My bed has a barbie comforter on it.
53. I was a cheerleader my freshman year.
52. I also played Tennis.
51. One of my good friends died in a car crash in January.
50. My grandpa died when I was seven.
49. I claim to have seen both of them shortly after their deaths. (please don't think im weird for it).
48. I used to say I didn't care what people thought of me. I found out I was kidding myself.
47. I miss my best friend I feel like he has been sunk into a life that he doesn't want to be in. (or maybe its a life that I don't want him in).
46. I used to think I had to dress like I listened to punk music to prove a point. I then realized I was wrong.
45. I try to hard to please everyone around me instead of myself.
44. I don't like people to hate me. (anyone that knows me well, will know this why i constantly say "do you hate me".)
43. My favorite bands are Good Charlotte, New Found Glory, and Blink-182.
42. My favorite band used to be KoRn.
41. I remember when Matt Ashe used to like me in middle school.
40. I had the same teacher that I hated for 3 years in a row.
39. The first I ever learned all the words to when I was little was "no one else on earth" by the Judds.
38. I was very proud of myself.
37. I used to make homemade music videos of myself singing when I was little. I thought I was a star.
36. My favorite show used to be Mickey Mouse Club.
35. The one formal dance I ever went to with Kyle he hated my dress. But didn't tell me till we broke up 6 months later.
34. I have an infatuation with a guy that works at Hot Topic that looks like Miguel.
33. I kissed my best friend on the lips when I was 5 not knowing anything was wrong with it until my mom got mad at me.
32. Me and my friend Darby had a bet going when we were 7 to see who could kiss Andy Boyes first.
31. I didn't kiss my first boy until I was 15.
30. I owned a cat named Kahlua and another named Baby.
29. I'll be 21 in the year of 2006.
28. I used to beg my parents for a horse. I'm glad I never got one.
27. In middle school I had the biggest crush on Ryan Accetta.
26. I told him at our "start off the senior year" party.
25. I will never work at Wal-mart.
24. I used to want braces and glasses when I was little.
23. I just got my braces off and I hated them.
22. Now I think I need glasses.
21. Me and Lucas got really close this summer. I'm happy.
20. This girl Megan taught me a language her and her friends made up at work. You spell everthings out and put "ong" on the end of all the constanants and leave the vowels alone. So Angie would be "A Nong Gong I E".
19. I hate when people don't leave messages.
18. When I was three I loved the show Murder She Wrote. I have no idea why.
17. I used to lick the cheese off of the doritos and put them back in the bag when I was little.
16. If I could get away with it I still would.
15. I had two dates to prom last year.
14. I was a faerie for prom.
13. I promised myself I would never come out of my house on friday the 13th ever again last year. But this year there is a football game and a dance that day.
12. I like hanging out with Stac.
11. We are going to be the first white girl rappers. We call ourselves the Skittles. (you know eminem, skittles).
10. I used to love to read Goosebumps.
9. I like to take pictures of feet.
8. I like to take pictures.
7. I hate math. I am a senior in high school and I can't do most multiplication or division without a calculator.
6. I like who song and larrys.
5. Before prom I went to a cool place to eat called Merrikesh (sp?) with a bellydancer and everything.
4. I love the movie Romie and Michelles High School Reunion.
3. I am going to name my chihuahua "cheechee".
2. I like my house if it was in a different location.
1. I am going to move to Hawaii with Stac after High School so we can learn to surf. |
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| 12:17am 19/08/2002 |
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once again....HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEG! |
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| 10:14am 09/08/2002 |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEG! |
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| 11:14pm 07/08/2002 |
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1) Do you believe me to be beautiful physically?
2) Do you believe me to have a beautiful personality?
3) If we went out on a date, what would we do?
4) Do I have any annoying qualities? If so what are they.
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| 07:54pm 03/08/2002 |
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mood:  angry music: eminem//cleanin' out my closet
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so i had like the worst day of my life today at work..i had to work 10 hours and that just gave me the hibby jibbies before i even got to work. so then this supervisor has it out for me i dont know why...so im going to offer luc and ladora and caitlyn some of my watermelon chunks that my mom brought me and she pipes up and says to me "i'd prefer that you not eat those out here", "okay" i said. and of course i go to the back, thinking thats odd people eat out here all the time. so then later on i made a couple mistakes but i had alreay thrown away the receipts on accident so i didnt attach them to the overring sheet but i still wrote down what the problem was and circled the transaction number on the journal tape. she comes over after i get off of my lunch break and says "angie, you need to be attaching the receipts", so i give her my explanation and she says "well maybe you shouldn't throw away the receipts just keep them in a cup or something". so then im pissed off again, but i start to put the receipts in a cup anyway, THEN she starts putting pens in my receipt cup and im like what the fuck thats MY receipt cup that you bitched at me about and told me to make you fat cow!. so then im sitting there thinking i really wouldn't mind if someone came in this gift shop and cut my head off right now and as i'm playing with the popcorn machine i have a bag of popcorn on the side, the door open and im popping popcorn when one of the popped corns flies into the bag of popcorn and then another one pops out of the kettle and lands smack dap outside of the machine and in the garbage where i would have had to have put it if it fell on the floor and i think to myself this is my sign there is still hope for me. BUT then as im balancing out tonight i'm having problems but not a regular thing with me so i ask the 'supervisor' for help. well she balances out a completely different way then me. so we are both frusterated with each other cause i have no idea what she is doing she has no idea what im doing, and it sucked. so now the till is probably way off again just like the other day when it was $40 off and they prolly think i stole it and now they are going to think im a theif again and prolly fire me....
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| 08:32pm 02/08/2002 |
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A - Age: 17
B - Best Quality: hmm my peronality..im not quite a looker...
C - Choice Of Meat: hmm ham..
D - Dream Date: a walk on the beach at night and a stop to look at the stars...
E - Ex (most recent): ...kyle
F - Favorite Food: not sure..probably my quesadillas
G - Greatest Accomplishment: hmm i couldn't tell you, i guess making it to my senior year without dropping out?
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: couldnt tell ya
I - Internal conflicts: low self esteem
K - Kool-Aid: the blue kind
L - Love: what about it?
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: my car?
N- Name: Angie
O - Outfit You Love: my red dickies skirt and rusty girl shirt..
P - Pizza Toppings: canadian bacon and pinapple
Q - Question you want to ask: if marc really broke up with his girlfriend
S - Sport To Watch: soccer
T - Television Show: the 70's show or dating shows...
U - Unique habit: a unique habit? i dont really have habits..i suck my thumb when im about to start crying?
W - Winter: of '63. what about it?
Y - Year Born: 85 that would be in the 1900's thank you :)
Z - Zodiac Sign: taurus |
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| 09:59pm 30/07/2002 |
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mood:  calm music: mxpx//dont know the name?
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Name: Angie
Sex: female
Age: 17 and 2 1/2 months :)
Birthday: May 15
Place of Birth: TEXAS!
Siblings: none
Parents: both
Pets: im getting a chihuahua soon and naming it CheeChee
Height: 5'5"?
Weight: like 112 lbs?
Hair Color: um...brown in the back and blond bangs...
Eye Color: brown/green?
Eye Color of Choice: brown or blue
Writing Hand: right
Current Residence: washington...
BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Do you bite your nails?: only sometimes...
Can you roll your tongue?: yea
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: yea
Can you blow smoke rings?: used to..
Can you blow spit bubbles?: nope
Can you cross your eyes?: yea
Tattoos?: when im 18 im getting a fairy blowing stars across my back
Piercings and where?: four ears, one cartlidge, one navel
Do you make your bed daily?: no...
CLOTHES
What goes on first, bra or underwear?: um...underwear
Which shoe goes on first?: underwear
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: i throw my thong sandels at lucas.
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: um...$50.00
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: earrings, barbell.
What's sexiest on a guy?: sexiest out of what? jewlery? im so confused...um lip piercing i guess?
Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 mins late and look great?: 10 minutes late and look great...i guess?
Favorite piece of clothing: my net back hat...
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: both
How many cereals in your cabinet?: no idea they are there but i dont eat them...
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: fork
Do you cook?: small things...like mac and cheese...
GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: once a day...sometimes two
How often do you shower/bathe?: at least once a day sometimes two..sometimes three.
How long does your shower last?: 10-20 minutes.
Hair drying method: air dry i cant stand blow dryers...
Do you paint your nails?: not unless its like prom or something..
MANNERS
Do you swear?: yea...
Do you ever spit?: yea...
Do you pee in the shower?: yea...no im kidding..of course not...
IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: um dashboard in my room. mxpx in my car.
Person you talk most on the phone with: um marcus...or jesse?
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: yea...but i wouldnt call it checking out i would say just reminding myself that i dont look good.
What color is your bedroom?: pink!
Do you use an alarm clock?: sometimes..i hate the noise though.
Name one thing you are obsessed with: hmm...billy from good charlotte.
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: nope
Ever sunbathed nude?: not sunbathed..i've went tanning in a bed..
Window seat or aisle?: window.
What's your sleeping position?: i flip around i like really weird positions when i sleep the best though.
What kind of bed do you like?: since i have a waterbed that hurts my back i crave stiff hard beds..
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yea.
Do you snore?: only if im sick.
Do you sleepwalk?: i have before but i dont make a habit of it
Do you talk in your sleep?: all the time.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope..only if im really really depressed there is one that ben bliss gave me when we were going out in middle school that i'll sleep with.
How about with the light on?: nope...
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: sometimes...
GIRL QUESTIONS
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy?: hair, then teeth, then eyes.
What do you think of cheating?: i think its horrible.
Makeup: cant live without it..
Virgin?: yea
WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi?: pepsi
Oranges or apples?: oranges.
One pillow or two?: one
Deaf or blind?: blind i love music too much
Pools or hot tubs?: hot tub
Blondes or brunettes?: brunettes
Tall or short?: short
TV or radio?: radio
Beach or pool?: beach
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: cheeseburger
Morning or night?: night
Sports or news?: sports
Bikini or one-piece?: bikini
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: eve
Cake or ice cream?: ice cream
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: hamburger
Dog or Cat?: dog
Bath or shower?: shower, bath sometimes.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: this morning.
Watched Bambi: oh its been awhile.
Cried?: about an hour ago...
Talked on the phone?: hmmm about four hours ago...
Read a book?: um...not sure..
Punched someone?: like a week?
THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: lets see when im 27 maybe just starting to settle down with a family, happy with my job.
Who are you going to be married to? hmmm maybe billy from good charlotte.
Your profession: hair stylist, photographer...the options are still open..
Future School: hmmm seattle art institute, or wsu...not sure...
Car of Your Dreams: a denali like travis barkers..or a 2002 celica...or an eclipse... |
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| 11:26pm 29/07/2002 |
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mood:  depressed music: everythings gonna be alright//GC
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i feel like everyone hates me.
perhaps not. i dont know.
i feel like marc (the guy i met at warped) hates me.
he never called me back yesterday.
tash cut my hair. my mom thinks im an idiot and doesnt like it.
i feel like she hates me for it.
i got pulled over today for speeding up to soon to leave stevenson. she hates me for that also.
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| 11:10pm 28/07/2002 |
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i changed all of my user pics to good charlotte pictures..they are soooo cool...i figured out that im not in love with joel duh...his name is billy and he is soooo cute! i've seen them in concert 3 times already and when i go to big stink this summer it'll be the 3rd time this summer the 4th time in my whole life...i think im in love....ahhhhh |
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| life is so confusing right now.... |
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| 10:27pm 23/07/2002 |
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life is so confusing right now.
two of my best friends are talking about death.
one isnt happy. and i found out im not his best friend anymore supposably.
i met a boy at warped tour. he broke up with his girlfriend. i hung out with him yesterday.
another "friend" slept with a guy i've liked for a year....again.
i have to go to work tommorow.
lucas i got your o-rings |
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| 05:47am 08/07/2002 |
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i want a boy to come into my room while i am sleeping and wake me up by kissing me.
just a thought. *hint hint* |
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| 09:23am 07/07/2002 |
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first off, i would never put a restraining order on you. i'm not a pussy. second, i'm sick of fighting with you but at the same time you must know i'm sick of you being a bitch to everyone (especially me). you try to make everyone feel sorry for you and tell them i was the bitch when you know that i wouldn't have been a bitch to you unless you were one first therefor you were the bitch to me first. i just want you to know how i feel and if you want to keep fighting and you do not accept this plee and you still think that i need to "stay the fuck away from you" then just let me say that "you should stay the fuck away from me" (remember that this is only if you don't agree that this fighting is juvenile) |
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| 01:29am 27/06/2002 |
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Kyle,
Okay, um, I don't even know if you'll ever get this. Or even get it when I still feel this way although the way things are going I'm sure it won't change until you read this so here it goes.
I just wanted to tell you that I really miss our friendship. The other night when I left Jeremy's, I felt like I was being ditched again. Like, you guys knew I wouldn't want to smoke so you decided you would tell me that because you didn't want me there. I'm sure you'll say that's not the case but that is how I felt. In most cases I would have just stayed if it weren't for me feeling that way, so I left. I ended up driving around crying for what seemed to be forever. Then you told me you would call me so I thought "maybe he will", so I layed there crying, waiting and you never called. So I cried myself to sleep, because I miss our friendship so much and you always act like you want to hang out but then when it comes around to it you always ditch me with no notice and I always end up sitting around waiting for you to call and you never do. Lately whenever I do see you and it's just you and me and maybe stephan you are always so nice to me. Like extremely nice to where I think you're quiet possibly one of my nicest friends and I'm sure you don't even really sincerely think about the things you say but I do, like when you said how I looked beautiful without my braces. I thought that was so sweet and I thought, wow I must be really special to have such a nice best friend. But then other times when your other friends are around like Jace and all of them, it seems like you are so mean and distant from me that I feel so dumb to even confront you because I'm afraid of what will be said or I'm afraid of sacrificing my own self esteem just to say "hi" to what is said to be my "best friend".
Anyway, I just thought you should know that I really miss our friendship, and I'm sure all of this is going in one ear and out the other but I guess I'm writing it in hopes that quiet possibly it won't and you will take what I say and actually do something about it. But, if not it's okay. I'm sure I'll be hurt but if it's how you feel, I can't do much about it.
no matter what you'll always be MY best friend. I love you.
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| 04:37am 26/06/2002 |
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well i was suppost to hang out with kyle last night. i ended up going over to Jeremy's after he already ditched me once that day and then when i got there i didn't feel very welcome so i told him i was going to leave. he told me he would call later that night. i knew he wouldnt i even told him i wouldnt count on it. he promised...i drove home crying decided not to go home and to drive around skamania for quite sometime...crying...came home...cryed to myself while waiting for the nevercoming call...of course it didn't come i cryed myself to sleep and here i am now...sitting here thinking after i just saw him drive by my car in stevenson and not stop to talk...i miss our friendship so much...and he still tells me we are best friends but whenever his other friends are around like jace and all of them he is so distant and sometimes rude to me...but if its just us he is so sweet. but thats the only when we do talk for a whole 10 minutes. i dont know i miss him....but i think its really all because i miss ashley. |
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| 07:56am 25/06/2002 |
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I GOT MY BRACES OFF TODAY!
and i am a freakin' piiiiiiimp!
my mom bought me a big 'ol bag of salt water taffy and im sooo happy! i love it!
i am so bored at 7 im supposed to hang out with Kyle who knows if he'll actually call me?
i don't know im gonna go watch Orange County...later |
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